Put the Mark of Your hand on me... on my heart.. on my life !

This morning as i was being in HIs Presence, this verse came to mind. And i ask Holy Spirit, what He wants to say to me ?

And He said,
"Do you know that My Heart just like A House with many doors ?
in each door there is A Secret !
In that doors, there are :  plans, strategies, blessing, breakthrough, healings, prosperities, anointings, powers.... etc".

Many people wants to open that doors... and they try everything they could do. But, no matter what they do, i cannot open the doors for them... because, the only way to open the doors is Intimacy, and when they get into Intimacy with me, I WILL GIVE THEM THE KEY TO THE DOOR OF MY HEART !


(as i write this... i can sense HIs Presence in my room. :') )

Saya menyadari bahwa sebagai "penyambung lidah Tuhan", kami harus memiliki pesan2 dari Allah u disampaikan kpd umatNya. Namun, apa yg terjadi ketika Keintiman dgn Dia tdk lagi menjadi Prioritas dan Kesukaan kami ? 
maka kami akan mulai "membuat" pesan2 kami sendiri....
we don't get the Revelations, because the Key to open the Door of revelation has been taken from us the moment we leave Intimacy with Him !
Itulah sebabnya, pesan2 yg disampaikan dari atas mimbar seringkali kering dan tidak memiliki "kehidupan"... ( i've experienced this... ooohhh.... Horrible !! not again.. :0 )

But, not just us !
ada para pengusaha dan karyawan yg "trying" to open the Door of Blessing, Financial Breakthrough and Business stategies, but God didn't give them the key to the Door of His Heart ! cause, they've Lost the Intimacy !
Sehingga, mereka mengandalkan cara2 dunia u mencapainya dan akhirnya justru mereka memilih membuka "the doors that the devil and this world provide"... and, it's easier !

Ada mahasiswa/i yang "trying" to open the Door of Wisdom, Understanding and Knowledge....but they can't, because they can only get the Key to that Doors in Intimacy !


*Many want to know The Secret of His heart... they want to know what is inside those doors.. they curious... 
it's just as Father in heaven is saying,
"do you want to know the plans I have for you ? you can only knows it when I give you the Key to The Door of plans...
"do you want to know what I have provide for you ?
you can only get that Special Blessings and Anointings, if i give you the Key to the Doors of Blessing and Anointing.

*Mat 7 : 21-23, "pada hari2 terakhir BANYAK ORANG akan BERSERU Tuhan, TUhan... tpi Aku akan berkata pd mereka," Aku tidak mengenal engkau... "*

Tuhan sangat ingin mengenal kita....
kata mengenal dalam bhs Yunani adalah "Ginosko",artinya mengenal karena mengalami bersama-sama, mengenal karena turut terlibat dalam kehidupan seseorang.."

saya prnah bertanya-tanya pd Tuhan bbrp tahun yg lalu,
" Why did You let this things happen, Lord ?
"why did You guide me through the darkest night of my life?
" why did You take me to the desert... it's very Dry !
"why did you took her away from me ?
"why did you broke my heart through any situations ?
 I AM BROKEN..... I AM UNDONE... I AM TOTALLY MESS UP.. :(
but still, i put my trust in Him.

And then after days, months, years passed by...
He gently says,"because, I Want to see the Mark of My hand on You ! that Mark will prove to me that I Know (ginosko) you...

*Tuhan mengenali kita dari bekas2 hajaran seorang Bapa yg dia lakukan pada kita...
*Tuhan mengenali kita dari ketaatan kita mengikuti KehendakNya sekalipun bagi byk orang itu adalah suatu kebodohan...
*Tuhan mengenali kita.... karena Kita membuka "semua" Pintu hati kita untuk Dia obrak-abrik...

Tuhan mengenal kita... because, we are like A Broken Vessel !
HE BREAK US !
Sehingga, saat Dia melihat hati kita.... dengan senyum kepuasan di wajahNya, Dia akan berkata,
Aku mengenal hati itu... itu hati yg telah kubentuk !"
itu bukan hati palsu yg dibuat manusia just to impress Me !
itu hati yang dulunya hancur... dan Aku terlibat dalam pembentukan hati itu kembali !!

Kita berani berkata, "Break me Lord... break my life.. break my heart... dan bentuk lagi sesuai KEHENDAKMU.

Kita sering mendengar orang2 kristen berkata, Hancurkan hatiku, Tuhan !"
Tpi,mengapa banyak orang takut berkata pada Tuhan,hancurkan hidupku, Tuhan ?"
Itu karena kita tidak pernah benar2 MEMPERCAYAI bahwa Apa Pun yang Dia buat dalam hidup kita adalah baik adanya... dan memiliki Tujuan akhir u menjadikan kita ORANG-ORANG TERBAIKNYA ! :)


Kita seringkali berkata,
"Tuhan, aku ingin mengenalMu..."
Namun, kita seharusnya sering juga berkata,"kenali Aku, Tuhan" !
Put the Mark of Your hand on me... on my heart.. on my life !